Tuesday, September 30, 2008

mexico




Mom traveled to Mexico after Dad died. It was her first trip alone after their forty five years together which included many trips to Asia. I know she wanted us all to think she was just fine. I was relieved when she accepted the invitation of an old friend to visit in Mexico. Maybe it would be fun, I thought. A new chapter in her life. She was a talented artist but she had put her role of wife and mother above all else. Now that her children were grown and her husband gone, here was a chance to spend time with her other love; painting.

The watercolors of Mexico are soft pastels on thick paper. My brother John has them beautifully framed in his apartment. They are very different from the strong blue oils used to paint the Canadian landscapes of her youth. She painted scenes of Lake Memphremagog and Owl's Head over and over again. Each work brought a different mood, different weather, different spirit encased in oil on canvas. Even grandchildren entered the landscapes in her later years; bending to pick vegetables in her garden, smiling grins with hair blowing off foreheads. In Mexico she painted the cove, the palms and laundry on the line. Sheets softly blowing in the breeze caught her attention.

I never really liked her "Mexico period." Each work is lovely; a testament to what a versatile artist she was. I just knew her too well. Without her muse, our Dad, to view them and to comment, the process seemed empty. She stopped playing the piano after Dad died. When I asked her why, she answered, "Who is there to listen?"

I never wanted those watercolors. I could feel the sadness in them. Both hers and my own.

Sunday, September 28, 2008

unexpected





Ten miles from our house, heading west out Rt. 117 , across the Lee Bridge and right onto Sudbury Road is Verrill Farm. Along the edge of the fields where vegetables and flowers grow, there is a small building where produce and baked goods are sold. Out back is the bakery and kitchen. It is one of my favorite destinations. As I select carrots, peppers and spinach, I look out to the fields where they were grown. I "buy local." It is nice to know that the food we eat for dinner was not trucked across the country or flown in from Mexico, but grown by friends down the road.

I have been especially aware of the importance of "buying local" since reading Michael Pollan's books The Omnivore's Dilemma and In Defense of Food. And since I read everything written by Barbara Kingsolver, I enjoyed her most recent book, Animal, Vegetable, Miracle which is about how she and her family only ate food that was in season for one year. Harder than it sounds but a great read and something to aspire to!

Back to the farm. Verrill sells the best scones in the entire world. On my way home from yoga class on Saturday mornings when I am feeling virtuous for having exercised so bright and early, I sometimes pull into the farm parking lot to buy corn and tomatoes and yes, a freshly baked cranberry orange scone. I did so last weekend.
On that sunny Saturday I walked out with coffee and scone after conversing with the person at the cash register and running into a few friends. What a community resource, I thought.

Later that day, I got the news that there was a fire at Verrill Farm. As neighbors, customers and staff watched from across the road, an electrical fire burned out of control leaving a blackened crumbled shell of a building. I felt so sad for the Verrill family and for all of us who converge on the farm for food and community.

I have since heard of the outpouring of support the family has gotten since the fire. I was in another farm stand this afternoon and there was a jar with a sign on it asking for donations for the rebuilding of Verrill Farm. Steve Verrill, now in his 70's had a huge smile on his face when we stopped by later. As bulldozers pulled down the building, he told us of the outpouring of support he has gotten from friends, customers and the entire community.

This is how it works! We all rush in to help when there is a problem. We tell the Verrills how much we love their farm. How we depend on it and feel so lucky to have it close by. This is true at all levels. New York City after 9/11 became a friendlier place. After Katrina volunteers flocked to the Gulf Coast. When my brother was sick I got calls from my nieces who I love dearly and never talk to. I sat with him in the hospital. The question is how do we keep in touch during our everyday lives? How do we create community without adversity as a catalyst?

It is something to just notice and be aware of. I ran into an old friend at Scimone Farm Stand today and was ready to rush off after a quick "hi" when he told me he and his wife are separated. His smile was a brave one. This was not his plan.
So I stopped and listened and made a mental note to somehow be in touch with him and his wife soon. I hope I remember to do that. We all crave connection. The ad exec had it right when she/he came up with that catchy line: "reach out and touch someone."

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Fall in Maine





Only a couple of weeks into my final year in college, and I'm craving that refreshing altitude I'd grown so accustomed to all summer. Campus life is lively and full. Bates students tend to be endlessly enthusiastic this time of year, and their thirst for adventures in the outdoors has undoubtedly rubbed off on me... after all, fall in Maine is nothing to miss. Clambakes, camping trips, surfing and climbing trips, and beautiful hikes throughout Maine and New Hampshire have already been frequent, and I've been sure to take advantage of them all.

This weekend was what we proudly call the "Annual Bates Outing Club Katahdin Summit Assault" (clearly not to be taken lightly), and I set off leading 40 other Bates students up the tallest mountain in Maine. Weather was good to us and we were lucky enough to catch a crystal clear view of the sweeping foliage of the valley, reluctantly making its way from greens and blues to fiery oranges and reds.

The already cool air hints at a bitter cold winter in store for Maine, during which I'll be hunkered down in the library (might as well be a bearskin rug), in front of my computer (close enough to a fireplace, right?), writing my senior thesis. That in mind, I'm getting outside this fall!

I'm thinking about everyone in their respective locations, and hope you're all enjoying your falls as well.

Love, Eliza

Friday, September 19, 2008

new york!








I had a great trip to New York/New Jersey.
I saw John for a few days and was glad to see him on the mend before I left.
After two comfortable nights at the Tsien's apartment in Fort Lee,
I headed to Manhattan where I met Carrie at Columbia University.
Between classes, we grabbed a cab and went to the Metropolitan Museum of Art.
We checked in with a few old favorites; Matisse collages are a thrill in real life!
Then up to the rooftop garden for a splendid view of Central Park and beyond.
The art installation was by sculptor Jeff Koons. Great reflections.






Driving in Brooklyn was a first for me. Miracle to find a parking place right in front of Carrie's apartment on Flatbush Avenue. We unloaded her bureau and duffles and celebrated our cleverness over dinner at Franny's; a great restaurant next door.
Then to bed.
In the morning, bright and early and ready for our coffee and bagel, we walked out to find not a parked car in sight.
Yes, my car had been towed 15 short minutes before we got there.
We figured out the system and with some fancy internet and cell phone work, we got all the info we
needed to track it down. If it hadn't happened, we never would have seen the Brooklyn Navy Yard!
Best of all...we took the Brooklyn Bridge back to Columbia where I dropped her off and headed home.
What a thrill.
But, next time I go, I think I'll take the train.


do you know your license plate number?




You may need it someday. I did.

Friday, September 12, 2008

here comes trouble


The honeymoon is over.
The puppy who was so glad to have moved to Massachusetts from the heat of Tennessee, who came
running every time we called her and sat obediently for a treat....is now an adolescent.
Rebel. Just when I thought I could trust her, I put the rugs back so we didn't feel we were living
in a dog pen. Now I find a corner chewed. Just when I thought I could leave shoes in the hall,
I put on my sneakers and find no lace to tie.

The Amenian cobbler in West Concord is becoming my pal. I walk in the door clutching a
leather leash that has been chewed in half.
Quietly chewed as I stood talking to someone on the sidewalk while Calley, model dog, lay beside me, waiting patiently.
As I walked away however, I found the dog and leash were no longer attached. There she sat with a three inch piece of leather hanging from her collar wondering why I looked alarmed. The leash I held securely in my grip was attached to...nothing.

"That will be seven dollars," says the cobbler sadly shaking his head, sorry for the expense.
I peel off the ones. Better than buying a new leash.

Yet there is something comical about this brown dog that has entered our lives.
This long brown dog that squeals with joy when we get home.
That jumps up and prompts us to use the words we learned in class.
"OFF!" we say emphatically.
Followed by "good dog!" when we sense she has obeyed us, just a little, for a minute anyway.
The dog that licks my foot right now as I write.
She is worth the seven dollars.
We can all use a little levity in our lives!

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Maine Guide





Woody Keene

Got rain gear? Plenty of water? Got a flash light? These were the questions Woody asked us as we set off on a warm sunny day to climb Big Spencer. “Ya don’t want to be without a light,” he says, “dark comes on quick!”

When you have lived in the Maine woods as long as Woody has, you learn to take precautions. I asked him what he carried with him. He reached into his pocket and pulled out a small well worn leather pouch. Unzipping it, he pulled out one safety pin, one paper clip and a piece of string. “You’d be surprised how often you need string in the woods,” he said. In his pocket is a head lamp. On his belt is a knife.

Woody is the caretaker of Lobster Lake Camps. Lying north and east of Moosehead Lake in the woods of northern Maine, Lobster is a wilderness lake. This “camp” one of only four on this lake, was established over 100 years ago. In those days, my mother in law's family came up from Boston by train to Greenville, Maine where they would spend the night. The next day, a boat ferried them up Moosehead Lake, to a small train which took them to the West Branch of the Penobscot River. There they would be met by Maine guides in canoes who would transport them and all their luggage, which included live chickens, down the river and across the lake to Lobster Lake Camps.

Today we get there by driving five hours to Greenville followed by two more hours on dusty, rocky logging roads to a spot where we leave our car and walk in a mile to the camp. Looking to our right as we walk in, we see the lake shimmering through the trees. Looking down we see large round moose droppings. Mosquitos circle our heads. When we get there, we look for Woody. He fires up his tractor with trailor behind and drives slowly out the muddy road to pick up the supplies we have brought for our week in the woods.

At aged 68, Woody is a true woodsman. We invite him to share dinner with us in our simple cabin. For someone who spends a lot of time alone, Woody loves to talk. He arrives for dinner with his hair wetted and combed and a clean shirt.

He grew up on a farm in Jefferson, Maine. He and his brother still live there, but they don’t farm it. Too much work, he says. He works construction when he is home. Everyone had land in those days. “We were poor but we never went hungry. There was always something to eat. My mother made butter, canned vegetables from her garden, got eggs from our chickens. It was hard work. She never complained. We never went to the store. My father cut slices of smoked meat in the barn. We hunted for grouse and we went fishin’.”

The mosquitos were bad this year. When we mentioned this to Woody, he didn’t say a thing. Just nodded. I finally realized that they were just part of the landscape. Some years more than others. But this is not a vacation for Woody, this is his life. So he doesn’t complain or maybe he doesn’t even notice them.

As we set off for to climb Big Spencer, Woody assured us that he’d come lookin for us if we weren't back by 6:30. When we get back, Woody is nowhere to be seen. We leave a note on the padlocked door of his one room cabin and go back to ours to start supper. Half an hour later we hear his boat coming across the lake. We hear his knock at our door. He is all decked out in a stylish felt hat and clean shirt. He has been out visitin'. Labor Day weekend and the three other camps are inhabited. We invite him for supper on this, our last night at Lobster Lake. Stories flow as we drink bourbon.

The next morning Woody pulls his tractor up to our cabin bright and early, ready to carry our stuff out the muddy road. We walk the woods trail and meet him at our car. When all is loaded and the canoe roped down on top, Woody says, “it’s been real nice having you here, I’ve enjoyed our conversations.” We say the same. As we leave Woody, all on his own now, he adds, “the mosquitos and I will work something out.”

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Monday, September 1, 2008

Calley bags another peak



Hi All,
We are back from the mosquitos, I mean the woods, of northern Maine. We usually loll around on the rocks and
swim and paddle our canoe down to pristine beaches that dot this wilderness lake. Not this time. The bugs were bad!
So we climbed and got away from them. Here are David and Calley on top of Big Spencer. David is looking over at
Mt Katahdin. It was a steep climb with ladders to climb over parts of the rock face.
We had to help Calley up but going down, she just dove.
She is quite a hiker. Wish she could climb a mountain everyday to deal with all that Aussie energy!