Saturday, May 5, 2012

a full tank of gas

I am compiling a collection of writing. The class I teach on  Wednesday mornings has been meeting together for years and so I thought it time that they be published. They each submitted a few things. What about me? Yes, I should be in this collection as well.  Remember my road trip? Well I guess enough time has gone by so that I can write about it. 

Hemingway wrote about home when he was in Paris  and wrote about Paris when he got home. Ideas need time to gestate, images to blur, stories to form. So here is something I wrote in class inspired by the topic, "a full tank of gas." Thanks, Rue, for the prompt which you sent to ME having done it with your Portland writing group.




A full tank of gas

 Across Massachusetts and into New York State all the way to Buffalo. Feeling the thrill of the open road, I headed west a few summers ago. Alone. I drove through Ohio, Indiana, Illinois, Iowa and Nebraska. Colorado was the end point. Billboards advertised wineries in New York State. The sky was huge in Iowa. Corn and soybeans grew right up to the edge of the highway. Food was growing as far as the eye could see but there was nothing to eat along this road but sandwiches from SUBWAY.

I drove my daughter’s Subaru west, hugging Rt. 80 the whole way. She needed her car in Leadville by mid August and I had plans to visit my brother in Boulder and to attend a writing conference in New Mexico. I was happy for the excuse to get in the car and go. For five days the author Alice Munro read to me from shiny discs inserted into a thin slot in Eliza’s dash. For five days I listened.  I barely spoke a word. The images viewed through my windshield blended with the characters and landscapes in her stories. The family drama, the dangerous stranger, the bleak existence all blended with sunset, cloud, cargo truck, rest stop and white line stretching out ahead of me.

A green sign announced the Mississippi River. I couldn’t see it as I barreled over the bridge checking my rear view mirror for trucks. Next thing I knew, I was at Council Bluffs. I found a coffee place in a mall there. Council Bluffs. I imagined a tribe of Indians having a meeting overlooking the Missouri River under a big sky. They are wearing skins, feathers, and moccasins and sharing a peace pipe. I bought coffee in a disposable cup in Council Bluffs, Iowa.

Leaving behind flat farm fields and mighty rivers, I crossed into Colorado where I didn’t need a state line to indicate that something had changed. I had entered an arid landscape. Soon I saw mountains. The Rockies at last. Having made good time, I arrived at my brother’s house a day early. No one was there. I went in, got a beer out of the refrigerator and sat on his deck looking out at a golf course.

I had made it across the familiar map of the United States. The one my sixth grade teacher pulled down like a window shade in front of the blackboard. In a few weeks I would travel east, headed home. By plane this time. It would take me three hours with a tail wind.

5 comments:

John said...

A full tank of gas.

Seeing the needle pushed over as far right as it will go is as physically satisfying to me as a full stomach, but with the sleepiness replaced with the excitement of a future wide open with possibility.

That moment right after clicking the key into the accessory position and seeing the dash light up and the fuel needle smoothly jump to the full position is always a moment for me; pregnant with possibility.

Changes in direction. Changes in plans. Life changes.

Maybe I don’t have to rush to the grocery store or that meeting right now after all.

Images of open road flood my visual cortex. An open two lane in Indiana lined by fields, irrigation equipment and the low green growth of spring. Sepia toned hillsides in Orange County with taillights stretching forward as far as the eye can see given the shimmery waviness of a mirage by the heat of exhaust. A hilly ramble on route ___ that opens up at the top of a hill to surprise passengers with a wide open vista of glistening ocean dotted with colorful lobster buoys and a bay full of lobster boats.

All places I’ve been with one car or another with a full tank of gas.

I pat the dashboard cowling and rub it lightly as one might a favorite dog; a trusted travel companion.

I love my car.

Robin said...

Will be thinking of the drive to Colorado all day. How wonderful. Thank you.

Barbara said...

Thanks, John!
I can feel the excitement!

Anonymous said...

The best trip of my life so far was that coast to coast trip, much of it on and off Route 80, with Sylvia, to look at colleges in the northwest. So much land, so much sky, so many soybeans! That Sarah was biking it at the same time was an added bonus.

The roads are incredibly straight in the mid part of the country. We had our first experiences with windmills, plains, arid Colorado (not at all what we expected), even one surprising canyon in Twin falls, Idaho.

I think back in awe at the vastness and the variety of topography in these United States. Everyone should have this experience of driving across them.

Give me unencumbered time, an adventurous travel companion, a budget for those full tanks of gas, and I'd head out again in a heartbeat (different route this time). :-)

Barbara said...

I'm in Roz!!! Wouldn't that be fun?